Name: Close The Curtains
Duration: P00H03M11S
Description: When I'm down, I'm OUT.

Close The Curtains

from The Courage Project by Movement Music

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When I'm down, I'm OUT.

lyrics

I wanna hide
Don’t know if I’ll survive
If you see me this way
I might just die

VERSE 1 (Rubix)
I wanna hide, don’t know if ill survive
If you see me this way I might just die
I’d rather that than me face what I’ve been hiding from
I’d rather be ignorant to what is blindin’ them
The silver lining ummm.. has rusted and corroded
I can't trust those who put me on this road
It's been a minute since I came out from my reserve
U gotta be crazy and loud is what I heard
To be courageous, but that ain’t me so I’ma fade it
I used to be jaded
when I was bullied, re-located
Retreat inside my shell is where I dwell
Analysis paralysis is like a spell
So I, cast away my thoughts, it's crystal clear
That I gotta put my cloak back on and disappear
Livin’ with fear, you could say he's like my roommate
If I step out, it might be too late

Chorus

So close the curtains cuz for certain that I’m hurtin’
And I don’t want y’all to see me
Close the curtains for certain I’m hurtin’
And I don’t want y’all to feel me
So close the curtains cuz for certain that I’m hurtin’
And I don’t want y’all to judge me
Close the curtains for certain I’m hurtin’

Verse 2 (Rebecca)
Only wanna roam free, nobody owns me
They see me everyday but these people don’t know me
Anxiety is trying these new situations
How can I escape if the case is self-hatred?
I can never get away / Take a breath and contemplate
Lotta prana on my plate / Take a bite and hesitate
Nourishing the soul-state can feel so difficult
Pull down the shades, hide away, so typical
Isolated on an island, but it’s no vacation
Disconnection from myself, affecting all relations
New sensations are a point of growth
Yet any ultimatum is a slippery slope
Change from within is bound to provoke
A chain reaction for what we promote

Chorus